Ive failed as a mom………

I’ve failed as a mom.

I have a two year old boy.

But my lack of patience, frustration, overstimulation gets the best of me.

I feel like I’m never doing anything right, and that I’m a terrible mother because I’m always irritated. I constantly feel like screaming and crying and just shutting down almost every day. I’ll even hide in the pantry for an hour while he plays alone because I just can’t stand him. I feel awful.

Do I need professional help?? Or Are my feelings normal? Help !!